aduyai ~

ASSLM,,

 Hehehehehehehehehehe x sgker slame bberape ari ak 'outstation',,

 byk btol upd8 kt blog ni membuatkn ak nk tles gak..

 selame ni ak slalu gak bkak tp ak x komen sb ak x reti nk komen almaklum sj la ak ni kn bute IT,,

credits 2 farzana krn brjye menolong ak ,,   

wakakakakakakakkaa wak2 ak bce sme komen korg, ak sengih je memnjg,, 

few days x on9, made me miss u guys even more..

diruang cyber ni gak la ak dpt melpskn rindu ak kt korg,, huhuhu

few days back, i dreamt bout us,,

now ni, ak nk upd8 cte psl diri ak dlu,,

past few days, ak g maran, phg..

tmn mak ak bwk bdk MSSP Golf termsk la adek ak yg 'terchenta' itu,,

ak tmnkn je mak ak sb mak ak je pegawai perempuan nye yg laen2 sme laki,

sb 2 die ajk ak + ak mmg nk g jln2 pown !

mcm ne nk ckp, ek ? overall it was hmm best la ! 

disbbkn ak ni kurang beberape inci from normal height n i still have babyfat,

org ingt ak ni pown bdk skola wakil UNDER 12 !!!

HOHOHOHOHOHO

lwk btol r,, kalo under 15 k, under 18 k, ak bleh terime je..

1st day, ak g naek van SHAH,,

mak ak bwk bdk U15 sorg aka adek ak n U18 2 org..

smp2 je terus g golf club, anta kanak2 2 4 practice round,,

tp dorg x trus msk pdg,dorg tgh tgu head of PPD dlu,,

pnye r lembap n x efisien nye dorg..

sementare mengunggu kanak2 2 tgh practice, ak n mak ak ni pown bertape la kt situ,,

Pekan anta wakil 4 org 4 U12, U15 n U18 boys, tp MSSP mintak 3 org je,

mle la pergelutan sdikit coz bdk2 2 dh dtg, xkn la dorg x maen 4 tournament !!!

last2 dorg dpt maen, tp x kire skor n name not listed ..

cmne la PPD jd so reckless cm 2 ?

dgr cte ktorg tdo kt chalet yg dkt golf club 2, tp rpe2 nye ktorg kne tdo kt hostel !!!

aduyai ~ kuar dr hostel, msk blk hostel ..

mle nye mak ak x kesah tdo hostel, yela nk jage bdk kn..

pas2 mak ak dpt tau plak, golfers pompuan sme nye x tdo kt hostel 2 coz msg2 tdo umh sedare,,

pnye la hot mak ak coz x dek bdk pown yg nk dijage nye !! cm x dek fuction je die dtg !!!

hehehehehe so ktorg decide nk tdo kt chalet k hotel k,,

akn tetapi,, sme chalet n room dh pnoh !!!

 terpakse la ktorg tdo kt hostel..

boys golfers sme tdo kt hostel, 1 dorm dgn golfers Ktn..

ak n mak ak pown tdo dgn cg n golfers U12 Ktn,,

aduyai, aduyai, aduyai !!!

x pnh2 ak mkn dlm tray time skola except 4 drama kt sakti 2,

skola yg ak dok 2 cerie, tp sempit..

hostel die x selese lgsg !!! jauh better kte nye skola !!!!!!

ak tdo bkn dlm dorm pown, tp cm bilik kosong yg kne tgl n xdek katil !!!

yg ade cme tilam je..

cg Ktn 2 ckp dorg smp awl sehari, mle2 dorg yg kne kemas n sapu2 tmpt 2..

OMG !!!!

dh la pintu die x leh ttp dgn btol n x leh lock..

dgn x dek shower nye, cme de toilet n kolah je..

mmg x r,, ak mandi kt toilet r alamatnye ..

blok asrama pompuan die plak btol2 dpn pintu pagar n bgnn skola,,

blok asrama laki die plak kt sebelah side of dat school,

akn tetapi dorg leh nmpk gak girls kt opposite side ..

ak ingtkn sme daerah yg tdo kt skola, rpe2nye daerah Pkn n Ktn je yg cm 2 !!

ade daerah 2 tdo kt chalet, kt wisma belia n so forth which means tmpt2 yg way much comfortable than dis !!

aduyai dhla bdk skola nye yg bg ak way 2 much 'ramah-tamah' ,,

aduyai, aduyai, aduyai !!!

2nd day, bdk2 2 suppose nye tee off around 8.30 am,

bt then, dlm kol 8.15, dorg bru nk bertolak dr skola 2 coz transport nye limited!!

cmne la PPD ni bwt keje ??

dhla time gather players Pkn ari 2 die x briefing papepown,

supposenye die bg bju kn,

tp dorg x dek dpt pown..

mak ak tnye, ade x PPD bg bola golf ?

dorg ckp xdek,,

cg Kuantan cte yg smlm time practice round, die kne bayar sme bende ..

duet buggy, duet bola n even duet makan bdk ..

PPD x bg 1sen pown kt die..

die ckp, kalo PPD x dek duet n xnk support, ptotnye tules la dlm surat 2,,

bleh la mintak dgn skola kn

ni xdek tules pown bermaksud ade la peruntukan 2 akn tetapi mne duet nye ??

dhla surat senarai name bdk2 wakil daerah bru smp isnin sdgkn selase dh nk kne daftar..

hohohoho 2 make it short PPD Pkn n PPD Ktn sme2 x reti wt keje sdgkn players byk daerah 2..

aduyai kalo mcm 2 la management, baek soh ak je wt ! ak pown reti..

dorg (wakil PPD Pkn n Ktn) dok sibuk je maen golf, bukan nk uruskn budak !!

huh, nyampah btol ak !

sghpown ak x terlibat tp nyampah je..

very bad management !!!

hehehehheee

maran hill golf resort ni x sesuai sbnrnye utk bdk2,

berbukit2 sgt,,

even bpk ak yg pnh maen kt situ pown ckp bahaye skit kt situ..

aduyai..

golfers sme dh msk pdg dh, ready 2 tee off..

U12 n U15 msk dlu, bru U18..

ak x tgk pown adek ak tee off tp senior die ckp die tee off straight dlm fareway n x terpesong,,

ok la,,

adek ak 1 flight dgn bdk Pkn n 2 org bdk Maran ,,

ak tgk adek ak ble dh nk dkt last2 dh,,

die x prsn, tp bdk2 U12 Boys Pkn  yg dh selesai 2 jerit2 nme die dr ats..

Ajim ! Ajim ! Ajim ! 

plik sgh ak, ske btol kanak2 2 kt die..
padahal bdk Pkn si Imran 2 x plak dorg pgl..

last hole die maen agk cun r,, org laen x on green lg, tp die dh on..

hohohoho marshal 2 ckp kt die, ble dh nk lst2 bru nk garang ..

then, ble die dh selesai, die naek la ke golf club sambil dikejar oleh kanak2 riang itu,,

heheheheh U18 sptotnye tee off pkl 11, tp pkl 12.30-1.00 bru nk msk pdg,,

bdk2 U12 n U15 sme dh blk dh, tp ak n mak ak kne la tgu bdk2 U18..

aduyai kne tgu la kanak2 2 !

pnat doe !

pnat menunggu ..

dorg selesai dlm kol 6.15, dorg ckp buggy byk rosak, xdek minyak la, brek x mkn r..

bahaye btol !

pas2 ktorg kne tgu lagi smp kol 8 coz PPD 2 aka org yg de transportation 2 msk pdg tgh maen golf !!!

aduyai, aduyai, aduyai !

smpai2 je kt hostel 2, cg Ktn ckp dorg tdo kt chalet coz ade bpk bdk ni walk in n ade blik kosong..

gosh, rezeki dorg ..

so, tgl la ak n mak ak berdue..

esok pagi nye adek ak n a few, x dpt maen..

reason nye MSSP mintak 3 org tp Ktn n Pkn anta 4 org

so name yg ke-4 dlm list 2 automatik dipotong..

yg klaka nye, bdk Ktn yg name dorg kne potong 2 skor dorg jauh lbih baek drpd bdk2 yg dpt msk k next round..

menanges2 la bdk Ktn 2, dh la laki !

tp btol gak kalo ak pown sme..

die try nk fight tp x pas..

org 2 soh die g selection utk SUKMA..

adek ak x kesah pown sbnrnye, jnji dpt sijil..

tp skor die x byk beze dgn bdk2 yg dpt ke nxt round..

hmm pape jela,, x phm btol ak dgn phk management !

ktorg ingt nk blk dh, tp masalah nye, ade plak bdk SHAH ni dpt k nxt round !

aduyai kne tgu lagi !

mak ak kononnye nk mintak parents die je anta die blk, tp die x bwt pown g2..

so, ktorg tgu until 2 o clock..

x gi pown closing ceremony 2..

around 3.15 pm, we bade farewell 2 maran ..

HOHOHOHOHOHOHO

overall, it was a hilarious experience ever !

being surrounded by all those kids made me feel like im one of them,,

n hell,  i miss school damn much..

 i miss 'schooling' time..

n hate 2 admit dis, i wanted 2 turn back time when we r still school kids..
2 make things rite again,
n leave dat school with no regrets..

but i live in da present 4 da future, n not 4 da past..

girls,, thank u 4 giving me da experience n chance of wat is like 2 be a student,

even though most of da time, our memories are not as fancy n sweet like most of normal students are..
even though we lead a senior year without a senior life

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

zaza's confession :)

assalamualaikum,

 urm tq utk name2 yg korang suggest tue. 
akan dipertimbangkan..

gent : wow,hebat2 ape yg ko tulis tue.
btw,hati2 kat rumah.jgn lupe lock pintu.

 daena : chaiyok!aja2 fightin'

 aku tau act deep in ur heart,ko ade expression.cume belom tibe masenye lg nak kluar.  

luahan hati zaza.eceh.

 aku happy sgt dpy kwn mcm korang.

kadang2 gadoh.pastu baek balek.

zaman sekola yg tak dapat dilupekan.

nanti kalau dah masuk u,mesti kite rindu gile tyme2 kat sekola kan.

mase sekola,tak sabar nak habes,dah abes nyesal pulak coz cepat sgt abes.

haha.tula manusie,tak pernah bersyukur.termasuk akula.. 

lyfe in stf,

F1 : mase orientasi.act aku dpt kump gajah.tapi aku tukar,nak masok group kucing.jhtkan aku.sebab aku rase name gajah tu tak best,haha.pastu tyme g danga bay,1st pp aku jumpe,farzana~kitorang jumpe dlm bas.pastu aku kan tak pernah g danga bay,aku tanye dye mcm2.terase bodohnye la aku tyme tue.haha.tapi tq farzana.yela,baru 1st tyme pegi.malu bertanye sesat jalan.then,tak sangke la pulak kitorang satu blok.excited~dye jadi deskmate aku kat kelas..dulu,aku tak rapat sangat dgn ash,nanie,huda,hajar,walaupon dyorang 1Tegas,,agak jeles bile farzana rapat dgn dyorang..kalau dyorang tgh sembang2,aku bace buku sains sebab dulu aku minat sains.haha..kerek kan aku ni..aku selalu lepak dorm D9.tyme tue kenal dgn aifa.

1st expression : moody nye la budak ni.takot aku nak tegor.haha..mesti aifa menyampah kan dgn aku coz selalu lepak dorm korang..act,aku bosan kat dorm..D2-1 tu aku dgn piah je F1..tp Piah selalu takde..praktis band.. 

F2 : ingat dapat satu kelas dgn farzana.tapi aku dpt 2 Tegas.dye dpt 2 Setia..tapi maybe ade hikmahnye kot.Allah nak suruh aku kenal dgn ASH.NANIE.HUDA..mmmm,memang best kenal dgn korang,bond dorm8 antare korang sgt kuat,finally~aku dpt gak tembos..VIGOROUS club..
ASH : memang giler2,perangai kadang2 mcm laki2..tp kadang2 menggediks.huhu..pakai produk syahira same dgn aku..tp ko dah tukar kan.huhu..
NANIE : memang selalu bagi kate2 motivasi..sgt admirable~..
               yg penting demi-selena
HUDA : selalu tak ambek kesah.igtkan takde feeling,tapi rupenye ade..


kelaka kan name tue..korang selalu cite macam2.tu yg best dgr.kadang2 aku g dorm korang..then tyme tue aku kenal HAJAR. then.aku dpt dorm D1-8.satu dorm dgn AIFA..memang tak sangke kan.pastu aku kenal aifa ni orang nye cmne..aku suke dgr cite2 dye.selalu pasal politik.aku start minat politik pasal dye la.selalu bg information..suke buat cite yg mengarut.mimp yg bukan2.hahah.kelakar..selalu dgr masalah aku.tq!dkt 2 T ,daena ade gak.tapi aku tak rapat lg dengan dye..dye duduk belakang.aku dkt depan..jd tak rapat sgt....

tyme f2 gadoh dgn ash,nanie,huda,,sume pasal kem mekar..aku join group zack..tak join dyorang..then aku realise yg aku lebih sesuai kalau join group ash,nanie,huda..mase f2,maseng2 nak gempak..group zack memang gempak2 la gak orangnye(sangke gempak sebenarnye)..tp aku rase aku tak sesuai kot..better jd humble..jadi diri sendiri..tyme ni dah start rapat dgn DIBA..statem8 ku..selalu balek naek bas same2..tyme dkt RnR,aku tataw nak makan ape,diba selalu suggest,,one day dye penah tegur aku,coz selalu pilih makanan yg same..act,aku tak berani nak rase makanan laen.selaen nasi ayam.haha..takot tak termakan..selalu tegur aku makan sayur..lame2 aku dah reti la gak nak pileh food laen,kadang tiru dibah je..huhu

F3 : dapat kelas 3 Tegas.buat maen2 lg tyme end of year f2.memang aku sengaje plan.sebab syg nak tglkan name tegas..aku deskmate dgn NANIE n NADAI...nadai selalu jeles dgn kite kan nanie.kesian dye..hah,tyme tue dah start rapat dgn DAENA.tertubuh la HIBISCUS COMITTEE..gara2 tgk cite hanakimi.haha..aku igt lagi tyme balek rumah daena,nak beli sandal same..aku dgn daena jumpe saiz.tapi aifa tak jumpe.last2 kitorang berdue je beli..kaki aifa mcm cinderella..susah nak carik saiz..tyme ni gak kenal dgn SEAN..satu kelas 3T..lagipon dye budak silat..selalu jumpe gak..same2 pergi comp tyme F2..pastu dye athlete blok.selalu saeng praktis..

F4 : hurm.orang selalu kate honeymoon year,walaupon ramai org deny,tp sekarang aku rase memang honeymoon year la tyme F4..hoho..waktu yg tak boleh dilupekan tyme bufday aku..touching2..aku simpan banner tu lagi sampai sekarang..Aku jadi DESKMATE HAJAR n HUDA,Huda suke wat lawak.gile2..memang sempoi kawan dgn ko.tak kesah pape pon.sume ok je..yg penting memang suke makan.hahah.HAJAR,i miss you..dah lame tak contact,,thanks sebab selalu dgr masalah aku..lagi2 pasal jadi doktor cinta aku..huhu..kadang2 aku selalu sakitkan ati ko.usik ko sebab tak letak stapler betol2 dlm pencil case,ko nampak comel bile marah.haha,ko selalu bookkan tempat kalo ade kelas..huhu..tenkiu2..teringat tyme kite buat barangku barangmu juge..haha..kite gabongkan alat2 tulis kite,pastu agih2kan letak dlm pencil case maseng2..
.tyme F4 kenal RAJA..gaye  ko yg innocent tu buat aku selese kawan dgn ko.kadang2 selalu belanje air milo..setiap ari sabtu,tak lepas kalo tak g kantin after lunch,nak makan ais..haha.tyme F4 tertubuhnye PELANGIPETANG..ade orang selalu perli kite,jaki,tapi lame2 kite dah lali..bende2 tu buat kite tough,,.tyme 2 ramai sgt nak bubarkan group ni..tp selamat tak..aku rase kalau bubar pon bond kite maseh kuat..walaupon takde name PP tp kite maseh together-gether..if every one of us still ade perasaan saling mempercayai..whatever happen,whatever coming,we still friend forever~

F5 : tyme dah nak dkt2 spm,kite selalu lepak kat library blok..walaupown tak semue la..buat video clip gile.hahaha.pegi breakfast,lunch.dinner..semue saeng,,walaupon tak semue ade,kadang2 tujuh,lapan org je yg ade,tapi still rase aura org yg takde..huhu..byk konflik tyme ni.. 

aisyah izzati zulkifli

farzana md kamal

noor ashiqin hambali

nor izzah hannani mohd alim

raja liyana raja zamri

fatin haziqah huda hamedin

daena aisyah bahri zaipul

siti adibah syazwani

ain fatini ibrahim

siti hajar jamil

i miss u guys..

sorry kalau aku ade buat salah selame kite berkawan

sorry kalau aku selalu lepas cakap je..

sorry kalau ade sakitkan hati korang..

I LOVE U PP!

it has been a real long tym since the last moment ak bkk blog
byk bnde ak tglkn
bcoz of only 1 reason
bkn ak sje nk tear myself apart
tp ak cbe buktikn sesuatu pd diri ak
sesuatu yg pnh ditujukn ke ak
mgkn org yg pnh ckp uh,akn phm
atau mgkn jgk x

papepn
act,ak sgt miss kamu sume
terigt tym last day ak kt skul
how i reactd kt 7 of u yg anta ak kt kete
bkn ak xnk kowg anta
2 b honest,mmg ak xmo kowg anta pn
sbb ak pnt da nanges
ak xnk nanges!
tht's the main reason why ak kinda halau kowg
ak tw kowg mst kept askg,
"hajar knape?stl mrh kt kte ke?"
well,hell no!
ak cme xley ngk mke kowg
akn terflash back blek pe yg ak pnh wt kt kowg,
accidentally o not accidentally

ak msh lg xdpt kekuatn utk text some of u
ak xtw nk kte pe pn kt kowg
ak actually cbe nk lari dari kowg
n all diz pelangipetang thing
bt still xley kua sbb de yg tarik ak msk in tht circle blek

ak admt,
im not a good fren 2 some of u
i mean,ALL of u
esp den n aifa n dib n zha2
ak hurt kowg sbb ak nk puaskn ati ak sndri
w/pun aftr tht,
ak blek yg akn terluka
ak selfish
ak tw

kdg2 ak kinda rgrt kowg jmpe ngn ak
lw xjmpe pn mst lg bhgie idop kowg
xd troublemaker
im d spoilt brat kn..
sigh~
totally sori sbb kowg kne knl ngn ak
but then,
who am i nk hlg tkdr Allah

ak bkn cm dib yg sggp wt pape je utk kwn dy
ak cme d selfish me
yg slalu timbulkn mslh dlm pelangipetang
yg xpnh nk pk pnjg lw nk amek decision
yg akn tbe2 brubah dlm sklip mte
n wt kowg xphm who the hell is sitihajarjamil actually
ak tw sbb kdg2
ak pn xphm npe ak wt cm2
cme utk 1 ayt yg pnh diucapkn kat ak
ak tekad utk buktikn
ak bkn mcm yg dy ckp
NOT AT ALL!!

mse abg ak kwen dlu
bkn ak xnk invite kowg
ak xtwla kowg trase o x ble ak jz invite nana je
4 sure trase
ak cme xready utk face kowg
xtw cne seharusnya ak lyn kowg
ppl change
im afraid
kowg da xley time diri ak lg
i cant fulfill othr ppl's expectation

ak hrp kowg phm
coz some things cant jz b revealed
sntiase de risk

ak xtwla lw ak ckp the ily words
acceptd 0 not
yg pst
ak stl mean d ily words
sori 4 things iv done
thx 4 d luv,trust n hope uv gvn me
thx 4 d priceless happy n teary memories
they'r always treasured

til then,
smoge kamu semue bjaye dpt strght A+
bjaye d dnie dan akhirat jgk
pray d same 4 me too



deep from my heart core,
sitihajarjamil