SCINTILLATE ZENITH

      

yesterday i saw you,,

in a crowded place,

in the swamp of people,

you looked lethargic but still energetic,

a glimpse of your delightful face,

made my day brighter than the Sun,

you smiled sweetly,

but i know ,,

it was not for me,

it belonged to the girl besides you,,

my eyes on you,

but your eyes on her..

without uttering a word,

without turning at me,

you walked pass me by,

as if i was invisible,,

to you, i was just another person,,

but for me, you were so significant..

you were just like the wind,,

so soft but yet so cold..

i could feel your presence,

but when i opened my eyes,

you were not there..

you were too near,

too near until i could smell your scent,

if only, and only if,,

I could freeze the time,,

I would not miss it for the world..

yet you were too far,,

even further than scintillate zenith.. 

so,, i guess it's time for me to face the truth,

that i'll never be with you..

the very 3rd poem. written in early march.