CONGRATZZ FELLAS

Shantteuk  - KMB / IB/ MARA

Jenny  - UiTM / Foundation Science 

Ash - UM / Foundation Life Science 

Nanie - UIA / Foundation Pharmacy / JPA

Raja - UiTM / Diploma Accountancy 

Huda -  INTEC / JORDAN / Dentistry / MARA

Den - PIDN / JPA

Zaza  - KMB / IB / MARA

Dby - INTEC / IMU TWINNING / AUS@UK@NZ / JPA

Aifa  - UNIMAS / Foundation Life Science 

Aja  - SUNWAY COLLEGE / AUSMAT / NZ / JPA

congratzz 2 all my fellas.. 

no matter where u at, all da besh. 

distance makes our hearts grow fonder. 

may Allah bless all of us.
lotsa luv 

XOXO,, ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

WHEN TWO WORLDS COLLIDE

did it ever come across your mind that
maybe,
just slightly maybe,,
you and her arent supposed to meet each other ?

both of you came from different dimensions,
nothing much in common,
she's the opposite of you,
and you are the opposite of her,
and we know
when the two worlds collide,
it isnt right,,

the romantics often say ' opposite attracts '
just like North Pole and South Pole,
but do they even know the fact,
love alone left a hole ?
and day by day
it’s getting larger and larger ?
if you cant even bear the fret and pain together ?
why live forever ?
if you know you will make her suffer ?
just move on
and leave her,,

leave her,
before it hurts her badly,
leave her,
before it becomes serious injury,   
she’s better off without you
lead a different path without agony,

dont you ever worry,
eventhough things would be slightly iffy,
my love for you is eternally,
and you will always be my hero,
and i'll keep it that way,,
i promise.


if it’s for the best,
than nothing much i would ask.


4th poem. early April 2011.

SCINTILLATE ZENITH

      

yesterday i saw you,,

in a crowded place,

in the swamp of people,

you looked lethargic but still energetic,

a glimpse of your delightful face,

made my day brighter than the Sun,

you smiled sweetly,

but i know ,,

it was not for me,

it belonged to the girl besides you,,

my eyes on you,

but your eyes on her..

without uttering a word,

without turning at me,

you walked pass me by,

as if i was invisible,,

to you, i was just another person,,

but for me, you were so significant..

you were just like the wind,,

so soft but yet so cold..

i could feel your presence,

but when i opened my eyes,

you were not there..

you were too near,

too near until i could smell your scent,

if only, and only if,,

I could freeze the time,,

I would not miss it for the world..

yet you were too far,,

even further than scintillate zenith.. 

so,, i guess it's time for me to face the truth,

that i'll never be with you..

the very 3rd poem. written in early march.

HAMBA ALLAH

Renungi malam ini rasa kesangsian
Ku kini berada di alam yang sunyi
Hanya bertemankan bintang dan bulan
Di malam kelam

Hembusan angin bayu pastikan berlalu
Seiring dosa lalu yang membelengguku Moga semalam jadi pedoman Dan pengajaran

Langkah kaki kananku
Menyusuri rumah suci
Bermula episod baru Dalam ketulusan hati

Bila hati menghadap tuhan
Baru kusedar ada kelemahan
Terasa kerdil berbanding Yang Esa
Terharu, terfikir betapa agungnya Tuhan
Tuhanku, aku tidak layak masuk syurga-Mu
Namun tak berupaya menghadapi api neraka-Mu
Terima taubatku dan ampunkan dosa-dosaku

Inginku ubah cara hidupku yang lalu
Menjadi hamba yang diredhai selalu Tiada palsu wahai tuhanku
Alloh yang satu

Kuakhiri sujud dengan doa
Semoga dikabulkan hajat
Dijauhkan duka lara
Kuharap terimalah taubat

 

 

NI LIRIK LAGU DARI SAUJANA, TJK NUR MALAM..

SAME2LAH KITA RENUNGI,

LEPASNIH... KITE SUME AKAN DPT TAU RESULT MASING2,

REZEKI MASING2,

N AKAN BEJUANG TOK DPTKAN TMPT KAT DUNIA NIH..

EVEN TERUK MANE PON RESULT KITE..

BKN SBB KITA X PANDAI..

TP SATU UJIAN..

AKU BKN NYER NK BG MOTIVASI, TP AQ SNDIRI NK INGATKN KAT DIRI AQ SPAYE TERIMA AJE..

JGN SESEKALI SALAHKAN TAKDIR.. KITE DAH SEDAYA UPAYA..

GEMPAK OR TERUK,

BOTH ADALAH DUGAAN ALLAH..

NK TGK SAMA KITE NI BERSYUKUR OR BANGGA DIRI N KLU TEROK PLAK, MKSDNYER DY NK UJI KITE SAMA DA REDHA OR SLHKN TAKDIR..

WALAU PAPEPON.. KITE TAU SEJAUH MANE KITE DAH CUBA.

LASTLY, B4 NK AMIK RESULT, SORRY 4 EVERYTHING.

GOOD LUCK KORUNK...

SYUNK DR NANIE.

 

 

 

IMY :(

To see you when i woke up, 

is a gift that i didnt think it could be real,

To know that you did feel the same way as I do,

is a three-fold, utopian dream..

You did something to me that I could not explain,

so would it be out of line if I said,,

I MISS YOU..

Though you were not here,

I could still feel your presence by secretly see your picture,

I smiled bashfully at the pixel perfect,

starting to drift away,

by the thoughts of our limited time together,

it's like an old film, projecting the drama,

chapter by chapter

but what to do ?

I MISS U al0ot..

& I hate that feeling,

it hurts damn soo much.. :'(( sob3

p.s / this is my 2nd time of composing poem eventhough a part of it came from a song,,
       IMY is composed on late February, 2011..
      once again, sorry for my bad English..

HOPE

STOP HOPING at others,
it will be a burden to that person & to you too,,,
we never know what might happen,
homosapiens are unpredictable,,
and the weather is not always clear,,
if you hope,
it might turn out not as you expected & hope for,,
you might end up frustrated at the end of the day,,,

HOPING,,
indeed it is a tiring routine ,,
it consumes a lot of energy, time & involves emotional fluctuations,,
you might get hurt along the make-believe process,,
when you at the edge & you start to crackdown,,
you will tend to comfort yourself by creating an illusion that hope of yours to become true,,
desperately waiting for that fantasy to turn out to be a reality,,

HOPING,,
also will become a liability to that  person that we hoped for,,
he/she might got something else to look forward to,
this will put them in a situation between the deep & the devil,,
puzzle,, dilemma,,
it will cause them to depress & in a deep pressure,,
either to please us & sacrificing their own means,,
or to adamantly do what ever they wanted to do & leave us with our open scars,,
& of course, most of them chose the different path that we hoped 4,,
causing us to suffer & devastated,,,
but that doesnt mean that they dont care,,
it just a natural phenomenon,,,

Im not only focusing HOPE in friendship and loveship(NID), but also familyship(NID), workship(NID) n all the  ships that  exist in this world,,,
HOPE will shorten your life but HOPE also gives you the reason to survive,,,
But remember always that you can always hope on GOD,,
  because GOD never upsets you like human did...
*NID= not in dictionary

p.s / pardon my bad English,, it had been a long time since i left school..
HOPE is composed by me, truly by heart & the very first the what-so-called poem of mine..

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE =.=''

WELCOME HOME !!!

WELCOME HOME 

RAJA LIYANA BINTI RAJA ZAMRI

AFTER ALMOST 3 MONTHS AWAY FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS

MILES AWAY FROM HOME

FINALLY YOU HAD COMPLETED YOUR NATIONAL SERVICE !!!

WELCOME BACK AND CONGRATULATIONS FOR GRADUATING IN NATIONAL SERVICE !!

yeah, i know it may sound a little bit exaggerating,

but seriously, im glad that you are back !

PENGUMUMAN !

PENGUMUMAN :
KPD RKN 2 SEKALIAN,,
SESIAPE YG INGIN BERHUBUNG DGN CIK RAJA LIYANA RAJA ZAMRI YG KINI SEDANG BERADE DI KEM PLKN BP,
ANDA BOLEH BERBUAT DEMIKIAN SETIAP HUJUNG MINGGU BERMULA 

HARI JUMAAT JAM 5.30 PETANG SEHINGGE AHAD JAM 5.30 PETANG,
DI TALIAN : 0177775936
HARAP MAKLUM..

THANK..

huhu.. aq pon dah lame x tulis kat dlm blog nih..

sedey sgt bile pikir yg kite sume dah berada kat jln masing2..

yg aq cume boleh hope kite sume berjaye jumpe ape yg terbaek dlm hidup kite.

pape pon yg happen,juz accept it as part of our life..

after kuar nih..dah bnyak yg aq belajar..

bout life.. bnyk giler..

and i hope korng pon leh rase ape yg sekarang nih aq rase..

even kite masing2 dah jauh, tp i always remember that u all still by my side.

that y I be more stronger.

act,

aq ade jer prob time aq keje ari tuh.

then timbul masalah.

aq rase down giler.

rase cam perh.. ntahlah sedey sgt2.

then,

baek.. mlm tuh ash tetibe call n cite mcm2.

since tu aq cam.. WOW.. x kan dy bole aq x leh an..

terok tuh ash kene(bg aq lah)

huhu

ash, klu aq jd ko.perh an.. kompem aq stop keje

bab krng pon ade describe one by one so aq pon nk wat gak.

shantek: perh an mcm jauh sgt jer jarak ntre kite ea..aq x tau rh ko skunk kat gua mane. tp aq hope ko pulng lah ke pangkal jalan huhu.. i miss u.. haha..

farzana: haha, x per gent.. nti leh try lg.. test jpj tu memng sengal...nti klu dah lps.. amik aq kat sini ea.. kite hangout sesame.. bnyk aq nk tau nih.. hehe..

ash: dude, thank lots rh..tabik giler doe..miss ko giler2 rh.. keje baek2 nti abis keje belanje aq ea..haha.. jgn lupe call aq ea..:) nti klu aq g put.. ko jgn balek muar lak ea... huhu.

huda: makcik ni.. on9 jer ea.. haha... huda, bile nk dtg umah aq.. aq dah pndai masak nasi goreng dah.. nti aq maskkn  tok ko sedap punyer..:)

daena:perh an.. nti ade mase aq tido umah ko..klu aq berani naek bas rh.. sori rh beb ari tuh aq x sempat nk amik ko kat kota.. x der transport rh.. nti laen kali ckp awal2.. kompem aq amik.. sori dear..

diba: haha.. bile ko nak amik aq naek kete pink ko? aq sentise tunggu nih.. haha.. musti comel an! HAHAsuke2..

aifa: haha.. suda2 lah aifa.. x nak kawin? rugi au... not all boys jahat.. cume ko belum jumper yg same kepala mcm ko.. nti klu ko dah jmpe kompem ko yg kawin dulu.. haha... then jgn lupe jmput aq plak.. ea.. huhu

zaza: nenek sorng nih.. lame dah x text ko.. bkn ape.. aq nih nganggor so x der sumber mate wang bli topup tok text.. maaf..:)pape pon ko slalu msk mimpi aq.. 

hajar: thank lot rh.. susah2 ko tlg jwbkn aq nyer soklan add.. haha.. tu cousin aq yg tnyer.. cam segan plak klu aq x dpyt jwb.. baek ko ade... haha.. nti klu dak tuh tnyer lg.. kompem aq call ko keyh.. so be prepared..:)

raja: hahah... ni dak sorng dah maju giler.. aq sorng pon lom ade, dy dah ade 2 haha.. pass up kat aq satu rh beb.. kite kan kawan..haha..hope ko abiskan plkn dgn jaye nyer..:)  

HAPPY BUFDAY TO OUR BELOVED FRIEND.....FARZANA..:)

HUHUHU.. SEDEY2.. X DPT SAMBUT SESAME EA..

WAWAWA.... SOB2..

IT OKEY..

AT LEAST MASING2 STILL REMEMBER KEYH..

MMM...

RASE CAM X LARAT PLAK BILE SUME ORNG TRY TO WRITE SOMETHING BOUT OUR LIFE..

NICE N SWEET.

THE MOST IMPORTANT AQ WILL ALWAYS PRAY FOR OUR SUCCESS.. :)

SPEACIAL 4 FARZANA.

X SNGKER KO MEMBESAR DGN BEGITU PANTAS.

HUHUHU..

SEMOGE BAHAGIA DNGAN APE YG KO ADE MY DEAR..

LAST..

LOVE U LOTS

currently love dis song..

aduyai ~

ASSLM,,

 Hehehehehehehehehehe x sgker slame bberape ari ak 'outstation',,

 byk btol upd8 kt blog ni membuatkn ak nk tles gak..

 selame ni ak slalu gak bkak tp ak x komen sb ak x reti nk komen almaklum sj la ak ni kn bute IT,,

credits 2 farzana krn brjye menolong ak ,,   

wakakakakakakakkaa wak2 ak bce sme komen korg, ak sengih je memnjg,, 

few days x on9, made me miss u guys even more..

diruang cyber ni gak la ak dpt melpskn rindu ak kt korg,, huhuhu

few days back, i dreamt bout us,,

now ni, ak nk upd8 cte psl diri ak dlu,,

past few days, ak g maran, phg..

tmn mak ak bwk bdk MSSP Golf termsk la adek ak yg 'terchenta' itu,,

ak tmnkn je mak ak sb mak ak je pegawai perempuan nye yg laen2 sme laki,

sb 2 die ajk ak + ak mmg nk g jln2 pown !

mcm ne nk ckp, ek ? overall it was hmm best la ! 

disbbkn ak ni kurang beberape inci from normal height n i still have babyfat,

org ingt ak ni pown bdk skola wakil UNDER 12 !!!

HOHOHOHOHOHO

lwk btol r,, kalo under 15 k, under 18 k, ak bleh terime je..

1st day, ak g naek van SHAH,,

mak ak bwk bdk U15 sorg aka adek ak n U18 2 org..

smp2 je terus g golf club, anta kanak2 2 4 practice round,,

tp dorg x trus msk pdg,dorg tgh tgu head of PPD dlu,,

pnye r lembap n x efisien nye dorg..

sementare mengunggu kanak2 2 tgh practice, ak n mak ak ni pown bertape la kt situ,,

Pekan anta wakil 4 org 4 U12, U15 n U18 boys, tp MSSP mintak 3 org je,

mle la pergelutan sdikit coz bdk2 2 dh dtg, xkn la dorg x maen 4 tournament !!!

last2 dorg dpt maen, tp x kire skor n name not listed ..

cmne la PPD jd so reckless cm 2 ?

dgr cte ktorg tdo kt chalet yg dkt golf club 2, tp rpe2 nye ktorg kne tdo kt hostel !!!

aduyai ~ kuar dr hostel, msk blk hostel ..

mle nye mak ak x kesah tdo hostel, yela nk jage bdk kn..

pas2 mak ak dpt tau plak, golfers pompuan sme nye x tdo kt hostel 2 coz msg2 tdo umh sedare,,

pnye la hot mak ak coz x dek bdk pown yg nk dijage nye !! cm x dek fuction je die dtg !!!

hehehehehe so ktorg decide nk tdo kt chalet k hotel k,,

akn tetapi,, sme chalet n room dh pnoh !!!

 terpakse la ktorg tdo kt hostel..

boys golfers sme tdo kt hostel, 1 dorm dgn golfers Ktn..

ak n mak ak pown tdo dgn cg n golfers U12 Ktn,,

aduyai, aduyai, aduyai !!!

x pnh2 ak mkn dlm tray time skola except 4 drama kt sakti 2,

skola yg ak dok 2 cerie, tp sempit..

hostel die x selese lgsg !!! jauh better kte nye skola !!!!!!

ak tdo bkn dlm dorm pown, tp cm bilik kosong yg kne tgl n xdek katil !!!

yg ade cme tilam je..

cg Ktn 2 ckp dorg smp awl sehari, mle2 dorg yg kne kemas n sapu2 tmpt 2..

OMG !!!!

dh la pintu die x leh ttp dgn btol n x leh lock..

dgn x dek shower nye, cme de toilet n kolah je..

mmg x r,, ak mandi kt toilet r alamatnye ..

blok asrama pompuan die plak btol2 dpn pintu pagar n bgnn skola,,

blok asrama laki die plak kt sebelah side of dat school,

akn tetapi dorg leh nmpk gak girls kt opposite side ..

ak ingtkn sme daerah yg tdo kt skola, rpe2nye daerah Pkn n Ktn je yg cm 2 !!

ade daerah 2 tdo kt chalet, kt wisma belia n so forth which means tmpt2 yg way much comfortable than dis !!

aduyai dhla bdk skola nye yg bg ak way 2 much 'ramah-tamah' ,,

aduyai, aduyai, aduyai !!!

2nd day, bdk2 2 suppose nye tee off around 8.30 am,

bt then, dlm kol 8.15, dorg bru nk bertolak dr skola 2 coz transport nye limited!!

cmne la PPD ni bwt keje ??

dhla time gather players Pkn ari 2 die x briefing papepown,

supposenye die bg bju kn,

tp dorg x dek dpt pown..

mak ak tnye, ade x PPD bg bola golf ?

dorg ckp xdek,,

cg Kuantan cte yg smlm time practice round, die kne bayar sme bende ..

duet buggy, duet bola n even duet makan bdk ..

PPD x bg 1sen pown kt die..

die ckp, kalo PPD x dek duet n xnk support, ptotnye tules la dlm surat 2,,

bleh la mintak dgn skola kn

ni xdek tules pown bermaksud ade la peruntukan 2 akn tetapi mne duet nye ??

dhla surat senarai name bdk2 wakil daerah bru smp isnin sdgkn selase dh nk kne daftar..

hohohoho 2 make it short PPD Pkn n PPD Ktn sme2 x reti wt keje sdgkn players byk daerah 2..

aduyai kalo mcm 2 la management, baek soh ak je wt ! ak pown reti..

dorg (wakil PPD Pkn n Ktn) dok sibuk je maen golf, bukan nk uruskn budak !!

huh, nyampah btol ak !

sghpown ak x terlibat tp nyampah je..

very bad management !!!

hehehehheee

maran hill golf resort ni x sesuai sbnrnye utk bdk2,

berbukit2 sgt,,

even bpk ak yg pnh maen kt situ pown ckp bahaye skit kt situ..

aduyai..

golfers sme dh msk pdg dh, ready 2 tee off..

U12 n U15 msk dlu, bru U18..

ak x tgk pown adek ak tee off tp senior die ckp die tee off straight dlm fareway n x terpesong,,

ok la,,

adek ak 1 flight dgn bdk Pkn n 2 org bdk Maran ,,

ak tgk adek ak ble dh nk dkt last2 dh,,

die x prsn, tp bdk2 U12 Boys Pkn  yg dh selesai 2 jerit2 nme die dr ats..

Ajim ! Ajim ! Ajim ! 

plik sgh ak, ske btol kanak2 2 kt die..
padahal bdk Pkn si Imran 2 x plak dorg pgl..

last hole die maen agk cun r,, org laen x on green lg, tp die dh on..

hohohoho marshal 2 ckp kt die, ble dh nk lst2 bru nk garang ..

then, ble die dh selesai, die naek la ke golf club sambil dikejar oleh kanak2 riang itu,,

heheheheh U18 sptotnye tee off pkl 11, tp pkl 12.30-1.00 bru nk msk pdg,,

bdk2 U12 n U15 sme dh blk dh, tp ak n mak ak kne la tgu bdk2 U18..

aduyai kne tgu la kanak2 2 !

pnat doe !

pnat menunggu ..

dorg selesai dlm kol 6.15, dorg ckp buggy byk rosak, xdek minyak la, brek x mkn r..

bahaye btol !

pas2 ktorg kne tgu lagi smp kol 8 coz PPD 2 aka org yg de transportation 2 msk pdg tgh maen golf !!!

aduyai, aduyai, aduyai !

smpai2 je kt hostel 2, cg Ktn ckp dorg tdo kt chalet coz ade bpk bdk ni walk in n ade blik kosong..

gosh, rezeki dorg ..

so, tgl la ak n mak ak berdue..

esok pagi nye adek ak n a few, x dpt maen..

reason nye MSSP mintak 3 org tp Ktn n Pkn anta 4 org

so name yg ke-4 dlm list 2 automatik dipotong..

yg klaka nye, bdk Ktn yg name dorg kne potong 2 skor dorg jauh lbih baek drpd bdk2 yg dpt msk k next round..

menanges2 la bdk Ktn 2, dh la laki !

tp btol gak kalo ak pown sme..

die try nk fight tp x pas..

org 2 soh die g selection utk SUKMA..

adek ak x kesah pown sbnrnye, jnji dpt sijil..

tp skor die x byk beze dgn bdk2 yg dpt ke nxt round..

hmm pape jela,, x phm btol ak dgn phk management !

ktorg ingt nk blk dh, tp masalah nye, ade plak bdk SHAH ni dpt k nxt round !

aduyai kne tgu lagi !

mak ak kononnye nk mintak parents die je anta die blk, tp die x bwt pown g2..

so, ktorg tgu until 2 o clock..

x gi pown closing ceremony 2..

around 3.15 pm, we bade farewell 2 maran ..

HOHOHOHOHOHOHO

overall, it was a hilarious experience ever !

being surrounded by all those kids made me feel like im one of them,,

n hell,  i miss school damn much..

 i miss 'schooling' time..

n hate 2 admit dis, i wanted 2 turn back time when we r still school kids..
2 make things rite again,
n leave dat school with no regrets..

but i live in da present 4 da future, n not 4 da past..

girls,, thank u 4 giving me da experience n chance of wat is like 2 be a student,

even though most of da time, our memories are not as fancy n sweet like most of normal students are..
even though we lead a senior year without a senior life

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

zaza's confession :)

assalamualaikum,

 urm tq utk name2 yg korang suggest tue. 
akan dipertimbangkan..

gent : wow,hebat2 ape yg ko tulis tue.
btw,hati2 kat rumah.jgn lupe lock pintu.

 daena : chaiyok!aja2 fightin'

 aku tau act deep in ur heart,ko ade expression.cume belom tibe masenye lg nak kluar.  

luahan hati zaza.eceh.

 aku happy sgt dpy kwn mcm korang.

kadang2 gadoh.pastu baek balek.

zaman sekola yg tak dapat dilupekan.

nanti kalau dah masuk u,mesti kite rindu gile tyme2 kat sekola kan.

mase sekola,tak sabar nak habes,dah abes nyesal pulak coz cepat sgt abes.

haha.tula manusie,tak pernah bersyukur.termasuk akula.. 

lyfe in stf,

F1 : mase orientasi.act aku dpt kump gajah.tapi aku tukar,nak masok group kucing.jhtkan aku.sebab aku rase name gajah tu tak best,haha.pastu tyme g danga bay,1st pp aku jumpe,farzana~kitorang jumpe dlm bas.pastu aku kan tak pernah g danga bay,aku tanye dye mcm2.terase bodohnye la aku tyme tue.haha.tapi tq farzana.yela,baru 1st tyme pegi.malu bertanye sesat jalan.then,tak sangke la pulak kitorang satu blok.excited~dye jadi deskmate aku kat kelas..dulu,aku tak rapat sangat dgn ash,nanie,huda,hajar,walaupon dyorang 1Tegas,,agak jeles bile farzana rapat dgn dyorang..kalau dyorang tgh sembang2,aku bace buku sains sebab dulu aku minat sains.haha..kerek kan aku ni..aku selalu lepak dorm D9.tyme tue kenal dgn aifa.

1st expression : moody nye la budak ni.takot aku nak tegor.haha..mesti aifa menyampah kan dgn aku coz selalu lepak dorm korang..act,aku bosan kat dorm..D2-1 tu aku dgn piah je F1..tp Piah selalu takde..praktis band.. 

F2 : ingat dapat satu kelas dgn farzana.tapi aku dpt 2 Tegas.dye dpt 2 Setia..tapi maybe ade hikmahnye kot.Allah nak suruh aku kenal dgn ASH.NANIE.HUDA..mmmm,memang best kenal dgn korang,bond dorm8 antare korang sgt kuat,finally~aku dpt gak tembos..VIGOROUS club..
ASH : memang giler2,perangai kadang2 mcm laki2..tp kadang2 menggediks.huhu..pakai produk syahira same dgn aku..tp ko dah tukar kan.huhu..
NANIE : memang selalu bagi kate2 motivasi..sgt admirable~..
               yg penting demi-selena
HUDA : selalu tak ambek kesah.igtkan takde feeling,tapi rupenye ade..


kelaka kan name tue..korang selalu cite macam2.tu yg best dgr.kadang2 aku g dorm korang..then tyme tue aku kenal HAJAR. then.aku dpt dorm D1-8.satu dorm dgn AIFA..memang tak sangke kan.pastu aku kenal aifa ni orang nye cmne..aku suke dgr cite2 dye.selalu pasal politik.aku start minat politik pasal dye la.selalu bg information..suke buat cite yg mengarut.mimp yg bukan2.hahah.kelakar..selalu dgr masalah aku.tq!dkt 2 T ,daena ade gak.tapi aku tak rapat lg dengan dye..dye duduk belakang.aku dkt depan..jd tak rapat sgt....

tyme f2 gadoh dgn ash,nanie,huda,,sume pasal kem mekar..aku join group zack..tak join dyorang..then aku realise yg aku lebih sesuai kalau join group ash,nanie,huda..mase f2,maseng2 nak gempak..group zack memang gempak2 la gak orangnye(sangke gempak sebenarnye)..tp aku rase aku tak sesuai kot..better jd humble..jadi diri sendiri..tyme ni dah start rapat dgn DIBA..statem8 ku..selalu balek naek bas same2..tyme dkt RnR,aku tataw nak makan ape,diba selalu suggest,,one day dye penah tegur aku,coz selalu pilih makanan yg same..act,aku tak berani nak rase makanan laen.selaen nasi ayam.haha..takot tak termakan..selalu tegur aku makan sayur..lame2 aku dah reti la gak nak pileh food laen,kadang tiru dibah je..huhu

F3 : dapat kelas 3 Tegas.buat maen2 lg tyme end of year f2.memang aku sengaje plan.sebab syg nak tglkan name tegas..aku deskmate dgn NANIE n NADAI...nadai selalu jeles dgn kite kan nanie.kesian dye..hah,tyme tue dah start rapat dgn DAENA.tertubuh la HIBISCUS COMITTEE..gara2 tgk cite hanakimi.haha..aku igt lagi tyme balek rumah daena,nak beli sandal same..aku dgn daena jumpe saiz.tapi aifa tak jumpe.last2 kitorang berdue je beli..kaki aifa mcm cinderella..susah nak carik saiz..tyme ni gak kenal dgn SEAN..satu kelas 3T..lagipon dye budak silat..selalu jumpe gak..same2 pergi comp tyme F2..pastu dye athlete blok.selalu saeng praktis..

F4 : hurm.orang selalu kate honeymoon year,walaupon ramai org deny,tp sekarang aku rase memang honeymoon year la tyme F4..hoho..waktu yg tak boleh dilupekan tyme bufday aku..touching2..aku simpan banner tu lagi sampai sekarang..Aku jadi DESKMATE HAJAR n HUDA,Huda suke wat lawak.gile2..memang sempoi kawan dgn ko.tak kesah pape pon.sume ok je..yg penting memang suke makan.hahah.HAJAR,i miss you..dah lame tak contact,,thanks sebab selalu dgr masalah aku..lagi2 pasal jadi doktor cinta aku..huhu..kadang2 aku selalu sakitkan ati ko.usik ko sebab tak letak stapler betol2 dlm pencil case,ko nampak comel bile marah.haha,ko selalu bookkan tempat kalo ade kelas..huhu..tenkiu2..teringat tyme kite buat barangku barangmu juge..haha..kite gabongkan alat2 tulis kite,pastu agih2kan letak dlm pencil case maseng2..
.tyme F4 kenal RAJA..gaye  ko yg innocent tu buat aku selese kawan dgn ko.kadang2 selalu belanje air milo..setiap ari sabtu,tak lepas kalo tak g kantin after lunch,nak makan ais..haha.tyme F4 tertubuhnye PELANGIPETANG..ade orang selalu perli kite,jaki,tapi lame2 kite dah lali..bende2 tu buat kite tough,,.tyme 2 ramai sgt nak bubarkan group ni..tp selamat tak..aku rase kalau bubar pon bond kite maseh kuat..walaupon takde name PP tp kite maseh together-gether..if every one of us still ade perasaan saling mempercayai..whatever happen,whatever coming,we still friend forever~

F5 : tyme dah nak dkt2 spm,kite selalu lepak kat library blok..walaupown tak semue la..buat video clip gile.hahaha.pegi breakfast,lunch.dinner..semue saeng,,walaupon tak semue ade,kadang2 tujuh,lapan org je yg ade,tapi still rase aura org yg takde..huhu..byk konflik tyme ni.. 

aisyah izzati zulkifli

farzana md kamal

noor ashiqin hambali

nor izzah hannani mohd alim

raja liyana raja zamri

fatin haziqah huda hamedin

daena aisyah bahri zaipul

siti adibah syazwani

ain fatini ibrahim

siti hajar jamil

i miss u guys..

sorry kalau aku ade buat salah selame kite berkawan

sorry kalau aku selalu lepas cakap je..

sorry kalau ade sakitkan hati korang..

I LOVE U PP!

it has been a real long tym since the last moment ak bkk blog
byk bnde ak tglkn
bcoz of only 1 reason
bkn ak sje nk tear myself apart
tp ak cbe buktikn sesuatu pd diri ak
sesuatu yg pnh ditujukn ke ak
mgkn org yg pnh ckp uh,akn phm
atau mgkn jgk x

papepn
act,ak sgt miss kamu sume
terigt tym last day ak kt skul
how i reactd kt 7 of u yg anta ak kt kete
bkn ak xnk kowg anta
2 b honest,mmg ak xmo kowg anta pn
sbb ak pnt da nanges
ak xnk nanges!
tht's the main reason why ak kinda halau kowg
ak tw kowg mst kept askg,
"hajar knape?stl mrh kt kte ke?"
well,hell no!
ak cme xley ngk mke kowg
akn terflash back blek pe yg ak pnh wt kt kowg,
accidentally o not accidentally

ak msh lg xdpt kekuatn utk text some of u
ak xtw nk kte pe pn kt kowg
ak actually cbe nk lari dari kowg
n all diz pelangipetang thing
bt still xley kua sbb de yg tarik ak msk in tht circle blek

ak admt,
im not a good fren 2 some of u
i mean,ALL of u
esp den n aifa n dib n zha2
ak hurt kowg sbb ak nk puaskn ati ak sndri
w/pun aftr tht,
ak blek yg akn terluka
ak selfish
ak tw

kdg2 ak kinda rgrt kowg jmpe ngn ak
lw xjmpe pn mst lg bhgie idop kowg
xd troublemaker
im d spoilt brat kn..
sigh~
totally sori sbb kowg kne knl ngn ak
but then,
who am i nk hlg tkdr Allah

ak bkn cm dib yg sggp wt pape je utk kwn dy
ak cme d selfish me
yg slalu timbulkn mslh dlm pelangipetang
yg xpnh nk pk pnjg lw nk amek decision
yg akn tbe2 brubah dlm sklip mte
n wt kowg xphm who the hell is sitihajarjamil actually
ak tw sbb kdg2
ak pn xphm npe ak wt cm2
cme utk 1 ayt yg pnh diucapkn kat ak
ak tekad utk buktikn
ak bkn mcm yg dy ckp
NOT AT ALL!!

mse abg ak kwen dlu
bkn ak xnk invite kowg
ak xtwla kowg trase o x ble ak jz invite nana je
4 sure trase
ak cme xready utk face kowg
xtw cne seharusnya ak lyn kowg
ppl change
im afraid
kowg da xley time diri ak lg
i cant fulfill othr ppl's expectation

ak hrp kowg phm
coz some things cant jz b revealed
sntiase de risk

ak xtwla lw ak ckp the ily words
acceptd 0 not
yg pst
ak stl mean d ily words
sori 4 things iv done
thx 4 d luv,trust n hope uv gvn me
thx 4 d priceless happy n teary memories
they'r always treasured

til then,
smoge kamu semue bjaye dpt strght A+
bjaye d dnie dan akhirat jgk
pray d same 4 me too



deep from my heart core,
sitihajarjamil

i'm alive:response pd jen n zaza~by den cute

Assalamualaikum!!!!!


wah jen,,haha.Aku saje nk response nih.Best giler sbn~haha.Miss old time.Hmmm...Sebenarnye aku dah biase dah dengar org ckp aku x bperasaan.Even,alot of people missunderstood me.Tp x der sorg pn pernh tnye or ckp ngn ak psl ni..Untill ak kenal ngn korunk2 sume..Korg jokingly ckp ak x der prsaan..hmm,org first huda!haha..n ape yg mgharukn ak,korunk terime jer ak seadenye(ceh wah,,).Actually ak bru tsedar 100% sbnrnye haha.Since dat,(slalu kne usik ngn huda mk cik tu)ak praktis care nk ber-reaction dan berperasaan..hahaha.Slalu la kne gelak gak,but i'm still trying until now..haha.BTW,jen..ak nk sgt luahkn perasaan kt kau...hmm,nnti ak cite abes-abesan eh!Aku jeles ble org laen ckp ngn ko psl feeling dorg n berahsie sdgkn ak x pernah...nanti sumday kayh.Tp ko jgn jemu plak dgr kesah ak yg x seberape bes nih.Aku sbnrnye paling x suke ble org laen HURT semate-mate sbb salah anggap ngn akuh.Ade gak org rase ak nih kejam.Hmm..sumenye sbb ak x der expression sgt...But one thing ak nk korg tau..AK SAYANG KORUNK GILER BANYAK OKAYH!!!!(ade expression x?..hahahaha)

zaza:klau perempuan,DAENA DINI..huhu,
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SAHABATKU~

KORG!!!!!!
hmmm,pe cte semue skang???sehat???
ak xde pape nk update..sbb ak xde cte pon..hehehe...
cme JPJ ak 28/2 ni....doakn ak yer....ak tkor gler ni...huhuhuhuh.....
arp semue bjln lncarla....

TO SHANTI:
wey, thanks sudi dtg umh ak ye.hahaha.....ak rndu ko..thanks sbb nanges ble nmpk ak.ngeh3~
slalu ak akn nanges ble tgk org nanges.tp ade bpk ko ak knela kaver.haha......buah ati tu.hohoho....
tp sbnrnye ak rse cm sayu je ble tgk ko.mcm2 ak nk ckp ngn ko.tp x bkesmpatan.xpela.mse x mengizinkn.tp ko jgnla smbg sgt ye..klau ak bg msj blsla..hahahaha....pape pon, ak syg ko.kak long!!hahahaha....

TO ASH:
ASH!!ko sehat??lme ak da x cntct ko.ak dgr cte ko drpd dak2 len ko bz keje.jd ak ade tpn umh ko aritu.tp xde jodoh kot.haha...time tu tpn umh ko tgh kne gne.jd xdpt ak nk bual ngn ko.pape pon ak rndu ko.igt x kte slalu cte mcm2 psl ape yg kte x puas ati?haha..rhsie kte bdue je.haha...igt jgk x ak slalu ttdo kt katil ko?heh~thanks ash...thanks sbb ade dgn ak ble ak prlukn ssorg..: )
jgn lpekn ak ye..ak rndu lgu2 yg ko ske ubh2 n ltk nme ak ngn ko dlm lgu tu..hahahaha....

TO NANIE:
Nanie,,hehehe.....org yg slalu ajk ak gi mcm2..tp slalu msti ak x dpt pegi.sory ye nanio klau ak byk kali kecewekn ko.emm,agk sshla nk tdo umh ko lme2.ayh ak sorg.xpela.1 mse nnt klau bksmpatan ak dok umh ko ea?hehehe...wey,wah!mcm2 da ko gosip ngn dak tu ea?hahaha......jgn kutuk ak sdh.heh~papepon kem salam parent ko..haha....lg2 mk ko.nanie,thanks slalu jgk msj ak.hahahaha....nnt nk gi stf x?tournament?heh~

TO RAJ:
raju!!!hahaha...bes plkn??syok ko ek?hahah...siap dpt bf lg kt sne..ewah2...hahaha....jgn mnggtl sgt sdh.hahaha...nnt lpe ak lak.heh~raja,,my ex skulmate mse skola rndh..kte ni mmg ade jodohkn?pas kte bpsah mse dajah 2,kte jmpe mse lwn ces kt skola ko.ttbe lak ko msok stf mse f4.wah!ak x sngke sgt..ko mmg ade jdh ngn ak.hahaha....pstu ko leh msok ngn kkwn ak.thanks....ak tau mle2 ko pnh trase ngn ak kn?sbb ak slalu ngn diowg.hehe...tp lm2 ko pn da rpt gle ngn diowg..hehehe..bgosla...

TO HUDA:
Adek ipr!!hahaha..adek ipr yg curng.xnkla ak.semue abg ko nk kebas..ak xnk trime adk ipr yg x setie.huhuhuhu....huda!ko rndu ak x?huda bdak slumber..hahaha...ko slalu xde prasaan ble ckp.hahah....tu la yg unik tntg ko..walaupn sbnrnye ak tau ko ni ssorg yg feelng jgk.cme x nmpk.hahaha..pape pon ko seorg yg cool.tu la istimewenye ko.heh~ske ngart jgk.lepak.haha..tp pndai.....igt x kteowg pnh tnye2 spe antre kte org plg krg rpt..n ak plih ko kn?hahaah....tau npe ak plih ko?sbb ak nk kte lg rpt..ye,ak x leh nafikn kdg2 ak jeles tgk ko jgk.haha...ak trign jgk nk rse rpt ngn ko.haha...tp xpe.ak da hepy dpt knl ko..:)

TO DEN:
HAHAHA....npe ko kate ak sme ngn shanti?ko yg x cntct ak kn???haha..aritu ak cbe cntct ko tp x dpt tau x.ak cntct no yg ko bg ak kt skola aritu.huhuhuh....bkn ak yg mnghlg ok.haha,,,ak mmg nk kuar ngn ko n lelaen..tp ak tgk semue kejela pela.ak leh je..free je..ayh ak insyaAllah leh anta..aritu ak ajk shanti jgk.hehe...klau gtu nnt pape cntctla ak ye..ak x dpt cntct ko..no mne je sbnrnye ko gne ni?hahaha..ak pngla.hahaha..skang nk cte psl ko lak.emm,ko ngn ak SBN~hahahha..hnye kte je tau.hahaha.....pd pdngn ak ko ni seorg yg mcm xde prasaan.tp sbnrnye ko ni brperasaan..ak tau...hahaha...kdg2 ak nmpk ko mlpskn prasaan.heh~ak kn pemerhati yg hbt.hahah..klau ko nk kngsi pape,nk kngsi ngn ak pon bole..tp ak tau dlu ak x slalu ngn ko n da others..xpela...ak kdg2 nk jgk dgr luahn ati ko.haha...tp mgkn ade yg lbh berhak.heh~xpe.ak x kesh..tp ak nk ko tau,ak syg ko..hehehe....

TO ZAZA MOO~:
tunangku!!!!!ak merindui drimu..npe snggp ko tgglkn ak kt jb ni?huhuh...ak hepi ko nk jd akk lg..hahaha...ak dpt adk ipr bru.yey!!!i like.hahaha...klau laki ltkla nme die mohd dini farzan..
sdpkn????klau pmpn ltk nme siti nazihah farzana..sdp x??????????hehehe...zaza,shbtku sjk f1..btolla kate ko.kte tpish mse f2 smpi f3.tp kte baek smule mse f3.mmg kte ade jdh..siap 1 dorm lak tu mse f5.hahaha....walaupn hjt kte x tcapai tok 1 klas n deskmate mcm dlu tp xpela.ble ak naek klas ko statik.ble ak trun klas ko naek.haha..nk wt cmne.ade hkmh.xpela..aslkn prshbtn kte ikhlaskn?hehehe....org prtame yg ak baek kt stf ni...tme kaseh zaza jd kwn ak..wktu f3 dlu mmg ak jeles ngn org2 yg baek ngn ko.hahaha..mmg sgt2.ko pn bcekn diari ak?hahah..klaka time tu..tp tu semuela yg jd kngn manis kte semue...

TO DIB:
diba!!!!!shbt yg plg memahami...thanks sbb slalu ade dgn ak ble ak nanges.slalu ltk kple ak kt bahu ko ble ak nanges.ko mmg sweet..hahaha...kte slalu kngsi mcm2kn?haha...diba,ko byk dgr cte ak.thanks sbb slalu bsme ak..thanks jgk sbb ko mmprthnkn prshabatan kte..ko tau x ko seorg yg sgt snggp wt pape tok shbt2 ko..walaupn prkare tu nyushkn ko..tp ko sggp bwt..skp ko yg tu bwt ape respek ko.yg plg unik tntg ko,ko seorg yg MENGGODA~Phewwiit..hahahahahahahhahaah....ak ske cre ko brckp.ko mmg mtg mcm ape yg org jpj tu ckp.hahaha...he's right.totally right.haha...diba,ko sntiase nk memuaskn ati org skelilng ko n ko tgs dgn kputusn ko.heheh..tu yg ak ske psl ko.plg ak xleh lpe tntg ko, SUARA ko.hahaha....suara mnje~hahahaha......pape pn kte slalu nyanyi sme2kn?wt lgu sme2..harmonikn lgu sme2..hahaha.mmg ak x kn lpe.ak igt ayt ko,"ak xtau npe,tp dgn ko je yg leh nk harmonikn sesuatu lgu tu."haha..thanks diba....

TO AIFA:
bdak keck!!!hahaha..aifa....dormmate ak!!wktu f1 bsme..pstu wktu f4 bsme lg.hahahaha.....hmm,aifa ni seorg yg emo..tp sgt caring sbnrnye..yes!ko mmg caring psl kteowg semue.tp ble ko emo,wow!ak pon tkot..tp lme2 ak da bese..tau tu mmg prangai ko.hahaha...tp ak x kesh.stp org ade skp msng2..igt x?kte slalu bedtime story b4 tdo dlu?ak slalu cte mcm2 kt ko n ko pn slalu cte mcm2 kt ak..hahahah....ak rndu nk bcrite ngn ko...huhhuh....ak ske cte2 ngn ko sbb respon slalu bgos.haha...prkare yg ak admire psl ko ble ko brckp..wah!mmg ssh org nk lwn ckp ko.haha.....1 bnd yg ak tau,ko sgt admire ZAZA N ASH!!hahahaha..jeles nih!hahaha....

TO HAJAR:
The youngest mmbr...dak yg agk emo n slalu ikot prasaan..hahahaha...aja!!!!!ak tau ko rndu ak.
hahaha....hmm,psl aja ni..sorg yg penyayang..mcm ibu2..hahaha..tp dlm family ak tgk,ko mmg ank yg rjen n trime ape yg org ckp psl ko..tp ko ni mmg sgt emo..hahahaha..novelist katekn.wawawawawa....tp tahla..ko ade smthng yg istimewa yg bwt org ske nk dkt ko...tp klau ko ikot prasaan sgt pon org lari jgk.hahahahahahaha....pape pn ak nk ckp,shanti,ash,nanie,raja,den,huda,zaza,dib,aifa n ak,kteowg semue syg ko!SEMUE TAU!!!mgkn ade mse kte rse kte ni mcm x dpedulikn atau x dhargai.tp kte leh jgk slh phm kdg2.semue syg semue sme rate...mgkn cre msng2 lyn msng2 tu yg bwt kte rse cmtu.xpn ape yg kte trdgr kdg2 x smestinye btol..hmm,pape pon ak syg ko!!!n kteowg semue syg ko.hahaha......

DAT'S ALL!!!Pnjg tu ak tles..peh!pnt2..hahahahha.....papepn ak nk ckp kt sni yg ak x pnh lpekn korg semue k..jgn igt ak lpekn korg..x...ak sntiase igt korg.kdg2 ak cntnct korg ade yg dpt n x dpt.tp ak nk korg tau yg ak syg korg!!hahahaha...
ak lpe nk gtau..bru2 ni ade kes rompak n pech masok dpn umh ak.mmg btol2 dpn umh..tp bkn stakt rompak je..org gaji die kne rogol..huhuhuhuh....ak tkot...korg doakn kselamatn ak ye.doakn ak n family ak xde pape..insyaAllah...jd,,bg sspe yg merncg nk gi umh ak tu,klau rse trancm korg btlkn la niat korg..ak xnk korg rse ssh ati klau gi umh ak.ak nk korg rse srnk gi umh ak.jd,ak xnk korg rse x sng atau ssh ati,lbh baek korg xyahla gi umh ak ye...emm,okla..tu je klau pape cntct la ak!!!hehe....k,smoge result spm yg smkin dkt ni mmbri kjayaan tok kte semue.sme2 kte bedoa agr kjayaan milik kte semue stlh lme kte berusaha.....smoge Allah mmbalas sgale usaha kte..insyaAllah.....9A+ & 10A+!!!!amin~
assalamualaikum...

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TERGEMPAR!!!

saye bakal dapat adek baru..
huhu
mak aku baru balik hosp td.
masok air dah 22 botol.
doakan mak aku tau
urm
due date bulan 9 ni
x sabar asenye.
aku nak adek laki..
dah penat layan puyi.
kalo laki name dye mesti ade mohd dini_______
ayah aku kate mohd dini danial
ade yg tambah mohd dini danish danial
tapi kalo girl,name ape yg sedap ea??